metamorphosis

2008-09-12T01:09:00.004+08:00

Ain`t A Daily Routine, Anymore.

Million of pardons for not updating;

just ain`t a daily routine for me, ANYMORE.
It was all due to afternoon shifts and morning shifts for the very next day -.-
Lack of sleep (YES!); eating disorder; shaggy feelings.
And different commitments wise. Grrrrrr. (!!!)

When suddenly loved colleagues being promoted, transferred, resigned.
How awful I feel, you can never wonder.
No, not that I did not get promoted but I missed all my "kaki - gereks"

Goodbye and All the best, loves!

2008-08-14T10:52:00.005+08:00

Politics Is Being A Bitch!

Things at work seems really hectic with those protests going on.
My mind is in a whirl; to have be thinking about this since my best colleagues are involved.
Seriously, I am in no position in regards of this. Yeah, I am a minor -.-"
P/S: I`ll pray for you, for you to see the light through your journey.

I was being transferred to the Retail Department. Oh hell.
How frustrated it was eh to count cash. I hate it hard!
From rendering customer service to the members and guests, shifted to rendering problems of cash pulak!
Anyway it doesn`t matter :]

And yeah, CONGRATS (!) to Sam,
to have been promoted as Operations Executive!
P/S: I always knew that you can do it, bro!
And we will be separated, soon enough as he is going back to P.F when we are still stucked in Pacific. Urgh!

Aiite aiite, I guess I have to shower; work starts at 2.30 pm. Damn!
And I`m desperate for tanning, AGAIN!

2008-08-11T19:53:00.037+08:00

Sentosa with Beloved Family;

Daddy`s Birthday;
Baby Boo`s Birthday!

Apologies for not been updating

( due to work, family & loove commitment )
This entry will be effing long; will be polluted with pictures :)
Heh!

11th Aug - Baby Boo`s 21st Birthday!

Beloved Baby Boo had turned 21! Heh.
Cupcakes were his birthday cake ♥

I loove him so much though he can get kinda irritating at times :)

9th Aug - Daddy`s 54th Birthday!

Celebrated the King`s 54th birthday by bringing him to East Coast for seafoooooood! He was reluctant for awhile but decided to make us feel happy along with him.
It was me, sister`s and brother`s treat for the family :]

And to Geláre, for ice - cream waffles!

We, siblings thought of bringing Daddy & Mummy to see the fireworks.
But Daddy wana catch the NDP show at home instead.
And we headed off by ourselves without Daddy & Mummy.

In anyway, I loove my family, ALOT! :]

9th Aug - NDP 2008

Brother fetched boyfriend from P`Ris.
Boyfriend was not riding since his bike made some problems.
Brother then dropped us by the Supreme Court when Asyraf and Shahril have reached.

And we watched Mummy and The Tomb of The Emperor at Cathay.

3rd Aug - Sentosa with beloved family!

It was a whole loads of fun, extreme fun! Hilariously awesome :]
Dearest families from North, South, East & West made the day!
Not forgetting the kanak - kanak bufoodoos!

It was brother Cici Castello`s Birthday as well!

The Skyride and Luge were awesome too ♥
And the kanak - kanak bufoodoos played Volleyball like professional! Hah.
Oh, what a great day! Shall be organizing another family outing before puasa.

2008-07-23T01:43:00.007+08:00

Ter-Amat Rindu Sama Lu!

I do not know why and it have been just a few hours but
I MISS THIS BOYFRIEND OF MINE

2008-07-22T18:24:00.022+08:00

Cousins` Bonding = FUN!

While I was browsing through my pictures in multiple folders,
I came upon these pictures which I was supposed to post.
These were just like 4 days old. Heh.

Enjoyed the whole evening for photoshoot with dearest cousins and brother`s friends. Met them up over at Supreme Court
( to catch the NDP`s Rehearsal fireworks ).

Photoshoot was cancelled. Urgh!
But managed to get a little of it with brother`s help from his friends.
They, being the models and we had fun though :]
P/S: Thanks eh kanak - kanak bufoodoos.

Proceeded with cousins to Marina Square for games of bowling.
Hilarious and pecah perot!
One game ain`t enough, seriously.
Played 2 games and when the clock strike 12am. Heh.
Great day not to be missed!

And I`m expecting these dates to be really happening! Booooo!

26th July - Cousin Taufik`s Birthday
3rd August - Family Day at Sentosa
8th August - Cousins Day Out
9th August - Daddy's Birthday cum NDP!
10th August - Day out with Boyfriend ♥
11th August - Boyfriend`s 21st Birthday!
16th August - Cousins Day Out AGAIN!
17th August - Beloved Diamond`s ( sister ) Birthday!

Ako sayang family ako laar sangat!

2008-07-22T02:05:00.016+08:00

Come, Dare Me.

M/C for today for fever & flu -_-

Met boyfriend up; yeah I missed him really much!

♥

And when suddenly, I started to miss these people;

and this DUDE!

Though I was on M/C, I assume it was a hectic meeting, I SUPPOSED.
When words came upon my ears from a bypass who was involved in the meeting, it seems HECTIC. Sumpah!

I can`t seem to elaborate much here since it is a so - called Private Club.
Heh! Private Club kebabai ( or shall I put it Kebabian ? )
Irritating giler bapak betul!

Macam nak smack je muka dorang!

( No names will be mentioned )

If you are not satisfied with my work,

you have the greatest honour to do me in.
But in what way? Are my good work recognized?

Or my fault are being recognized?

Hello Fat`Ass, without us ( against you! ) you would not be who you are.
You are just one of us, and u ever become one of us. Right?
We do not have to say that we are the same of race & religion.

Purely, when I first stepped in, you are worth nothing; not even my respect.
Indeed it is true that in this line of service, in order to be promoted, you will need to polish bosses` shoes like DOGS;

oh yeah, which I`m speaking of you :]
And for being demoted, you felt suck and not worth. Am I right?

And I like that sentence of yours which you conveyed to the rest;
" Unlike someone who took M/C and off for the next day "
Dengar - dengar susahkan mak bapak kau?

And it`s ain`t worth it talking about this.

2008-07-11T01:31:00.003+08:00

Toasted Days ;]

( Just pictures to elaborate due to shaginess )

Han Chun`s & Habi`s Birthday;

Swensen; Cathay Cineplex; Movie Showcase - 21

Meet - Up with Adam; Bugis; Seoul Garden; Sheesha

2008-07-04T01:13:00.010+08:00

Sentosa With Loove!

Day - out with boyfriend was fun and awesome. Booooo!
Unfortunately, boyfriend did not ride on that day since he was lazy.
And both of us had to travel with cab since we were late. Heh.
Lunched at Seah Imm Food Centre and we proceeded to Sentosa.

Supposedly, we wanted to tan for the whole day but we only did managed to tan for less than 2 hours due to heavy downpour. Wasted kape!
Bumped into Niny while we were sheltering ourselves. Hah.
It had been a long time we did not see each other though we are neighbours as in a few blocks away.
Da besar eh dia! :]

And we gave up tanning so we made a moove to Skyride & Luge Ride!
To my amazement, boyfriend is afraid of heights! Ahhaaar!
On our way up on the skyride, boyfriend was cursing on who invented the skyride! God!, cute or irritating siak?!
And I couldn`t stop laughing my ass off; seeing him getting panicked as our skyride seat was going up higher and higher! Haha.

And there were few white sailors went for the Skyride & Luge Ride as well.

I wanted to take pictures with them but boyfriend ignored me! Hurpft.

Hawwwwtttttttttt, I tell you!
Aiite. I`m indeed lazy to elaborate more.
&& pictures are up!

Presenting my new baby`s works, Canon EOS 450D ;]]
P/S: There are alot of boyfriend's pictures!
Suke, suke!

2008-06-25T02:28:00.004+08:00

Make It Quick!

These were the text conversations I had with boyfriend earlier;

Me: "Sweet, Mummy asked you to sign - on for our future. How?"
Boyfriend: "Eh, for future must really die - die sign on eh?"
Me: "Can you please be serious on this tak?!"
Boyfriend: "Hrm, if like that you ask your mum to sign - on jelaar"
Boyfriend: "She will definitely look cute with my Police uniform, CONFIRMED!"
Me: "Eh, gasak you laar!"

Cracking a joke right sweetheart, watch out!

Woah. Tomorrow is another hectic day.
Mini - closing shift. Blergh!
Plus boyfriend is having a sleep - over.
;]]

2008-06-24T02:00:00.009+08:00

Yeah, TY Co.

Fellow colleagues, you guys have been missed!
Urgh! I really need to get my ass back to work.
Da naik kesedapan pasal dua hari tak keje.

Aiite, back to Monday.

Boyfriend was being egoistic earlier and the same goes to me.
Serious, both of us were like damn pissed with each other till there was this part when I called boyfriend on his mobile and I sounded like a tyrant and boyfriend was laughing his heart out.
Wahliaooooo! Sampai hati eh.

These are your deserts boyfriend, for making me pissed!
Booooo! ;]

^^-__________-^^

Suprisingly, boyfriend started to talk things out, seriously.
And it was all regards to engagement. Whoooo!
Yes, he wanted us to get engaged by next year and he wished to take a step at a time.

4 years, what do you expect?
♥

Spoke to Mummy about this and she asked alot of questions.
I got scared and nervous because this has never cross my mind before.
Not at all, there is still a kid attitude trapped in me.
And I am glad that he took the initiative, this time around :]

Insyallah, things will go smoothly.
I shall wait patiently.

2008-06-23T01:49:00.007+08:00

Thank God.

Having to take M/C for me is always a big "NO" but I need it since I`m getting down with a fever soon.
Apologies colleagues to have troubled you guys in those changes of shifts.
And there goes my incentives, boooo!

Rode to Kallang Leisure Park to catch "Never Back Down".
And yeah, Sean Faris was super frigging hot!
Seriously, he really need a date with me. Hah!

Boyfriend: "Eh, dia handsome kan?"
Me: "A`ah laar, handsome."

And way after half an hour,

Boyfriend: "Eh, dia handsome kan?"
Me: "A`ah laar, handsome laar! Asal?"

Boyfriend sounded like a gay already.
Kept asking me how good looking Sean Faris was.
Vain weren`t you, sweetheart?
;]

And I bought a Nike`s sweater for $50 instead of $92. Awesome!
Though I`m not a big fan of Nike, the sweater caught my eye.
Boyfriend made me bought it since it was super nice!

And finally, things went off smoothly.
I`m so sorry baby to have did that to you but I didn`t meant it.
It was just fun, but I know you wouldn`t think like how I`m thinking.
Never will I disappoint you again, never.
You are the only one I will turn to, at the end of the day.

2008-06-20T01:50:00.003+08:00

Theories of Life

I miss those times when I was actually alone went all around for pictures.
Random walks and random snaps are my theory.
Shall be waiting for my new gadget, yeah.
Only then I will be active back ;]

P/S: I miss my boyfriend, alot.

2008-06-19T01:23:00.005+08:00

Lovely Apologies

I`ll definitely miss you.
Sorry; Apologies.
My mistake and my bad, sweet.
I`ll loove you, definitely.

Time - checked; 0200 hours

Watched "Wujud" ( "Exist" ) with cousins and went for a sleep - over.
Hilarious ghost existence avail in Singapore. Heh.
Scary, creepy and eerie but AWESOME.
Dapat tengok 'Kakak' atas pokok macam model. Hah!
Okay, ain`t a joking matter, serious.

So yeah, something bad happened earlier which I don`t wish to elaborate.
> Dedicated to boyfriend, baby boo.
I`m entirely in the wrong, yes I admit.
Time - out is the word, we need it baby boo -_-"
It will be over kinda soon sweetheart.
I promise you this, loove.

♥

Aiite, I shall be turning in to sleep for now.
Gotta wake up kinda early for tomorrow; anotha day. Urgh!
Work is the daily activity which upsets my day.
Plus the hectic situation which me and the loove is facing.

2008-06-17T22:23:00.002+08:00

The Need.

Spoke and convinced Mummy to buy me this and yeah, she agreed but it will only be next month. Heh.

Hell yeah, I am going to get my hands and fingers on this gadget! :]

Awesome, yeah it is and I will be delightful, absolutely.

Shall wait for its arrival upon my fingers.

2008-06-16T20:11:00.001+08:00

The HeartBeat

Happy Father`s Day to Daddy, Papa Joe, Papa Hassan, Papa Hossein as well as Bro Cici Castello and

Bro Eddy :]]

Father`s Day went smoothly and yeah, GEREK!

Had a big family gathering over at Pasir Ris Beach, damn happening.

All Fathers were present as well for Aunt Lina`s hubby.

And cousins are loove ♥ ♥ ♥
Food were absolutely superb; home - made laar.

And when cousins were to meet up with DSLR on hands,

this is the outcome.

( P/S: Mind the 8th picture as shown )

Bon Voyage

And lastly, bon voyage to beloved cousin here!
He flew to Austria for his final Futsal; representing Singapore ;]

And he can watch the Euro Cup as well. Heh.

Furthermore, Adidas sponsored his team. Baikkkk kapeeee!

Sakit hati jer tengok. Hurpft.

Anyway, I`m proud of you boy.

I shall be expecting you back in Singapore this coming weekend!

Bring glory back baby!

2008-06-11T18:20:00.006+08:00

Moments At Sentosa

Sentosa is loove!
Miled to Sentosa with Lynn early in the morning.
I was supposed to meet her up at 0930 hours but I was really late.
Had to took a cab there since I can`t spend much time there for long as I have to accompany boyfriend to Subordinate Court -.-"
And we tanned, oh hell. How hotness it was ;]

And the Luge Ride was hilarious! Whooo.

Shall be going with boyfriend next month ♥

2008-05-30T00:51:00.005+08:00

Wonderful Kid.

I miss this sweetheart, yeah, Jaime :]
She`s pretty sweet. Aww.
I loove her so much and yeah, she is my Black VIP`s daughter.
Hugging her is the best remedy which it can cheer me up every now and then ;]

Whoo! I`m going to Arena tonight! Heh.
Whole bunch. Excitement. Loud Music. Great Dance Mooves.
Hell yeah.

2008-05-29T13:52:00.006+08:00

Her 22nd Birthday!

Happy 22nd Birthday Lovable Lynn!

Da tua eh engkau ;]
Heh.
Our presents for her was with our Manager so we had nothing in hand but to sing for her when Gina bought for her $2 Mc`Donald`s meal. Haha. Lmao.

Amazingly, Instructor Aloysious bought for her a cake from Carousel, at Royal Plaza Scotts. Damn it! Boo!
We went like "eh why sia he bought for you?!"
and I went like

"eh nevermind, if he can give you cake, he can give me babies"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

2008-05-28T21:38:00.013+08:00

My Sexy Bitch!

I miss my dearest Dee V-Lock ;]]
Whoooooots!

It has been freaking months when I last saw her. Omfg!
Days when we actually worked together at True Yoga.
And we didn`t even know each other at that moment.
And we amazingly found out that we were connected by circles of friends.
Remember the days, rebellious and wilful.
Those were the days, my sexy bitch!
♥

It was so nice of Dee to fetch me from work :)
And Dee pretended to be cool, the moment she stepped into True Yoga. Hah.

"Muke ko take care eh, mintak kene cium!"

Headed to Mc`Cafe, Lido with just 2 bottles of green tea plus ciggies.

Yes, pathetic!
Catch things up and made stupid jokes. Heh.
Urgh! I loove this woman damn alot!

2008-05-22T03:33:00.009+08:00

Restless & Mundane

These pictures were like 3 - 4 months old

and it was random for me to post them up.

Pictures with sweet Ryan Ng :]

Pictures with lovely Zilah ♥

Pictures with Fifi ♥

2008-05-22T01:27:00.011+08:00

Just For You

Happy Birthday Dearest Alya Lee!

I apologize that I could not make it to party with you and Zilah tonight.
Urgh! I shall make it up to you girls soon ;]]
Anyway, pardon me aiite girls ♥
I owe you girls Ben&Jerry`s ice - cream, a party to St.James PowerHouse and yeah to Alya Lee, I owe you one Adidas white dress ;]
I hope you will like it!

Alright back to Wednesday.
I did not party tonight because I'm missing boyfriend so much. Yeah.
Plan for today was actually to head to hospital to visit boyfriend`s granny and boyfriend`s laziness was being a bitch

because he was shagged after work.
Headed to boyfriend`s house instead -.-/ It`s alright baby.

Nevermind.

And whoooo! Boyfriend will be changing his bike soon!
From 125z to Spark 135z.

He got pissed off with bikes which needed to use 2T oil.
Aww, yeah! Thanks to boyfriend that he got me a new helmet! Hah.
I missed my old helmet as the peak is getting off. Urgh.

Time checked; 0206 hours

I can`t wait for my pay. Hurpft.
Temptation to shop is a must and yeah,

red streaks on my hair as well.
Ergh!

2008-05-11T00:59:00.004+08:00

Headed Nowhere -.-"

No plans, undecisive plans.
Random walks and random pictures snapped.
Pardon for all these.
I`m totally superb random. Heh.

Chinatown; Alleys; Temple; Tanjong Pagar

2008-05-01T15:01:00.006+08:00

Just Don`t.

He did not turn me on.
He made me yawn.
Loads of shit.

I don`t need him to stalk me, I have mine ♥

2008-04-26T01:32:00.008+08:00

Mundane Minutes

GAHH!!
It was all totally random. Heh.
With thy built - in webcam on my lappy, it shows how vain I can get.
But I will only do all these assholic stuffs when I`m damn bored, really.

Time checked; 0257 hours

2008-04-20T00:47:00.014+08:00

Unsatisfying Answer

I tried by all means to make myself step back.

And it'sz all "Because Of You" :)

I dare not take thy risk as I am juszt a minor, yeah juszt 19.

You`re looking forward to settle down, with me.

I loove you, juszt like how you loove your job.

Mending drinks with vodka with you rushing here and there, without miss looking at me and giving me that charming smile of yours.

I`d juszt loove to sit by thy bar and look at you and when I did that, you would pass me a message with letters on papers with a mini torch within your lips with feeling of insecurity,

"You look beautiful today, I loove you" <3

You will always keep a look - out for me whenever there are guys trying to start a conversation with me, I find that lovely and adorable with your jealousy :]

And my heart is with you.

I hate to give you up but I guess I would have to.
I`ll definitely miss you, that`sz for sure baby boo!
In loving memory, dedicated to baby Emre.

2008-04-16T01:10:00.009+08:00

Happy 21st Birthday Rahman!

Happy 21st Birthday Rahman.
May all your wish come true and good luck in everything you do :]
Hope everything good will come in your way!
Last but not least, sial punye King!
Booooooooo!

My weekends went well.
Celebrated Rahman`s 21st birthday over at his chalet.
It was awesome with all TM`s hooligans :)
I missed them far too much and I did met them and I was overjoyed.
Serious -.-
And I did not miss any chance by staying in thy chalet for 2days and 1night.

Time checked; 0148 hours
TM bought a full - faced helmet for Rahman.
Uber awesome xia! Nabeys.
And I didn`t managed to snap a picture of him showcasing his helmet.
Honestly, I would also want that for my 20th birthday.
( I didn`t know that I`m turning 20 next year -.- )( !!! )
Barbequed foods spoilt my tummy`s daily sensation of eating normal foods.
Smokey taste - super yummy will do once in a while
6 chicken wings at one straight - go!
No wonder, feel thy main Mizzy. Hah.
Till Hairul called me Cannibal.
Oh thanks fuct.
:]

And I got super szleepy when thy clock ticked at 0600 hours.
While I was szleeping and on my way to dreamland, Hairul and Rahman were like holy helly super piece of big cow dung shit! Cheebyes.
They went into my room and videod me szleeping away and they irritated me by singing "With You" by Chris Brown and I was like "pookiiii!"
Thanks anyway. It was nice though -.-

Woke up and saw Hairul, Prem and Bakhid were szleeping away like piggies.
Headed for tanning while waiting for them to wake up for swimming.

Time checked; 0219 hours
Msn`ing with Salizan ( TM ) about workwise.
I miss these fugly. Ergh!
Adam, Bobo, Shahril and Satnam were not there.
I miss them too -.-

( I know this is a random sentence but people noticed this! )
Okay people, I am not fat but I am juszt growinggggg..
( !!! )
Well people, I`m getting chubbier on my cheeks.
Or whatever it is.

2008-03-29T02:47:00.016+08:00

Hectic Day

Aadil Palkivala® is a Jew and I juszt knew it when Suresh told me.

It was loud enough for Aadil® to hear it ( damn you Suresh ).

Environment was hectic at work earlier with thy workshop. Oh my.

Too bad I juszt can`t snap pictures of him having thy workshop which cost more then $500!

4 sessions = $380 ( inclusive of 7% gst )

Imagine that.

Time checked; 0322 hours

Alright.

These pictures below have been like 3 days old.

Well, nothing much to eat for lunch -.-

Camwhore instead with thy smokers :]

And Han, thy cute Adidas took this.
Which he thought it was cool -.-
Am szorry baby!

For now, I`m msn`ing with AJ and Habil ( closest buddy).

My pay got in earlier around 11pm :]

And I was on smiles. Heeee.

Shall be buying a new mobile phone later!

Randomly will update soon.

2008-03-25T02:21:00.003+08:00

OMFG. Misery Feeling

With thy sudden of emotional of wanting to cry and break down.
Hrmmm.
Reasons for it are like personal which I don`t usually elaborate much here.
Health wise is like sinking me down and all thy more, I should take good care of myself.
I am juszt not sure why I have been feeling down for these few days -.-/
I need to party, perhaps? Gahhh!

Hell yeah.
My handphone line got cut off and yeah, a BIG thanks.
For thosze who want to reach me, juszt call me at home ONLY for TODAY.
I will be rotting at home later, having to take care of thy house and yeah, looking after Puteri Afiqah :]
So yeah, juszt reach me at home -.-/
Aww. Hate this feeling god bloody damn fucting much!

Work was basically fine, juszt that thy check - in system earlier was fuct - up!
Honest shit -.-/
Ran here and there with padlocks for stoops members who were juszt plain lazy to bring theirs to put their belongings in thy lockers since we have actually practised doing this for like when thy club was first opened?
Enough of them, they were juszt being stooooooooooopsz! Opppss!

Headed to Far East to booze off for a little while with my Absolute Vanilla Vodka, with Alya. Met Dave and his friend there to slack and booze off.
Drank, smoked and slacked around till brother fetched me :]
I was feeling damn restless and sad for these few days which I have to figure out thy reason itself.
Yeah, it sounded disgusting to actually booze off whenever I feel down but I juszt can`t help it.
Fuct it!

Mummy will be leaving for her meeting in early hours at 0630 hours at JB later and I will have to wake her up at 0500 hours so here I am, wasting my time.
Tummy - aches and worries comes in my way, for now. Argh!
I will play thy "Good Daughter" later at home :]

Aiite.
I guess I will juszt have to think for solutions to end my misery. Heh.
Or whatever it is.

2008-03-21T01:09:00.004+08:00

Absolutely. Effing. Missing

I`m juszt plain curious that whenever I`m online, msn buddies will surely ask me "How`s work?"
And I went like "Why people ask me this lame question when I`m online?" with thy thinking out of curiosity, "Am I a workaholic?"
-.-

It`sz juszt super bloddy lame for a question like that, seriously.
Oh well, finished work at 4:30pm earlier and thanks to Alya that she waited for me :]
Met her at our normal spot for smoking when Dave was there too.
Engaged in a conversation with Dave, wanting to buy a PSP, laptop, new mobile for himself.
Pretty still, Dave will be getting his pay soon ( like end of thy month? ).
And he had those thoughts of buying all thy gadgets at one straight shot! Woah. For sure, he`s going to buy it through instalment plans. Gahh!
We broke down in tears of laughters when Dave exaggerated his emotions and arrogant - ness.
He even wanted me and Alya to wait for him till 7pm to accompany him survey and yeah, we did.

While waiting for Dave to knock off, I brought Alya to Kinokuniya to browse through thy lomo cameras which were available in thy book store and yeah, same remark; it`sz obviously cool.
So yeah, confirm I`ll buy it and that`sz for sure :)
Headed then to Best Denki to survey for those gadgets on behalf of Dave but to no avail.
Took a glance on Shah when he was working and yeah, he was dreadly working with his shagged face. Oh hell. Haha.

Oh yes! We were finding for Courts superstore but to no avail and we did even tried searching of it over at Plaza Singapura and thanks to Lynn, that she gave us a confident wrong information.
Both me and Alya were damn too freaking lethargic and szleepy but Dave gave our tiredness and soreness away by bugging us -.-
How fucting irritating was that?
It`sz damn more irritating then thy word itself.
And we tried going to Suntec Tower 2 but yeah, they shifted. Heh.
My legs gave away to thy breeze that we felt and Dave egoisticly wanted to head for Toa Payoh Courts superstore like there is no tomorrow and both me and Alya gave up and decided to settle down for our buses home J:

Han, thy cute Adidas guy texted me and yeah, suggested that we should make our way home together since we are taking thy same bus home.
Waited for Han over at the bustop for almost 30mins and boarded our bus home.
It was a long and tiring journey when thy bus was fully occupied and both of us will have to stand all thy way -.-
And Han wouldn`t want to let me alight at my bustop since he wanted me to accompany him buy his cigarettes and have a long conversation. Heh.
So yeah, dropped off at Pasir Ris and made our way to thy neareszt petrol station. Crapped and joked around and headed bus home :]

Oh well, it was indeed a long journey.
Woke up for work at 5am and reached home prolly around 11:30pm.
Do that shit!
Anyway, everything was fine. Absolutely fine.
I juszt miss baby Emre -.-

2008-03-17T00:35:00.005+08:00

Getting Ahead Of It

My bad for not updating my blog.
I was being really god damn busy, I swear!
Work attitude wise are not on thy ball, honest shit -.-
Gahhh! It`sz alright anyway. Doesn`t matters alot to me.

Life was alright, and everything was alright; theorically.
Spent most of my time enjoying rather then being sad and perked up.
Partying was one of thy way, especially with thy girlfriends :]
Financially, doesn`t comes in my way except for working shifts. Hurhurkkk -

Wednesday nights' was just like any other Wednesday ( ladies' night ).
Met up with Shah over at Taka to kill time while waiting for Zila to knock off from work.
While waiting for Shah to knock off from work as well, I headed to Kinokuniya to browse through photography materials such as magazines and guidebooks when I came across this Holta, Diana FT, Fish - Eyed and Lomo cameras :]
They were superb hilarious and awesome when Diana FT will develop a dreamy quality of pictures! Oh well.
I`ll be buying that camera at thy end of this month and that`sz for sure <3
Met up with Shah once he had done with work and went to McDonald`s for supper. Hung out with him till Zila knocked off and we boozed off with Vanilla Vodka of mine! Obviously, it went off smooth with Coca Cola -.- ; nothing new. Headed off to St.James and everything went chaotic! Hah! Shah told me that he wouldn`t be stepping to St.James on that day and hell yeah! I was merely exchanging words with one guy named Andie Fahmi. Eww!
And when I saw Shah walked past me and it was there when all thy misunderstandings arised. I went like "Whatever!" :]

I miss Emre too much that I juszt focused on him making drinks and yeah, misunderstanding again -.-
I juszt simply can`t get it when actually a lady exchanged words to a guy, does it matter? Heh. In anyway, my bad aiite.

Practically and theorically, I miss Emre thy most :(
Arghhh!

2008-02-26T00:51:00.002+08:00

Random -.-/

Thy feeling of being in such a mood pissed me off which I`m not sure why.
I missed someone, juszt someone and yeah.
I guessz there is something wrong with me, hell yeah!
Awesomely hated these feelings and thy "assumes" in me; juszt being negative.
Which I can`t be optimistic about myself when I kept thinking of thy negatives.

Those texts; "Why did you say that?!" made me feel bad.
How I wished I could just take back my words and thy anxiety about / for "you".
Ah fuct. I just can`t be bothered but I swear I MISS YOU MOTHERFUCTER!

Asshole, I miss you :(

2008-02-23T23:05:00.009+08:00

Emre Make My Day

I was totally bored at home, seriously and I killed my time by szleeping away.
Plans were all last minute and I can`t be bothered. Oh fuct.
Emre asked me out -.-/
Gahhhh! And at thy same time, I`m szleepy, honestly.

Emre woke me up at 9am with texting me "Hey babe, still szleeping away?"
And yeah, I texted him all thy way with like dozing off and suddenly awake.
Heh. I`m szorry baby, my bad :]
Talked to Emre from 10am up till 1pm. Do that shit!
Emre transferred $20 to my account so that I could buy for him sushi this Wed since he keeps complaining to me that he always have tummy - ache due to hunger while serving boozes to customers (being a bartender).
Poor thing!

After talking to Emre, I slept away from 2pm - 9pm; leaving Daddy alone.
Mummy and Auntie left for somewhere leaving Daddy alone. Apology Daddy!
:]

11:22pm is thy time now and I just had my shower from morning!
Heh. Ridiculous, I knew so don`t bother.
Well, I guessz I would have to szleep now since I`m in thy morning shift tomorrow.

Baby, you were damn sweet earlier. Yes, you were and please don`t deny that.
You travelled thy extra mile just to get a hold of thy mobile and gave me a call to ask; "Have you eaten?"as well as having a short conversation will do for you :]
It matters alot such as in contradiction. Oh my.

Blessings.

2008-01-21T19:14:00.000+08:00

Daily Wednesday Routine

It was all well - planned.
Deareszt Alya & Zila were on off on that very day and we decided to head for St.James. Jyeah, it was like "macam biase" :]

Met them over at Pacific Plaza in thy evening as Zila wanted to fetch her vodka as well.
Walked all thy way to Cineleisure for LJS before going boozing with them.
Hell yeah, most shops were closed before 5pm -.-/
Well, that didn`t bother us and we still walked downtown like pretty zombies.
And we bumped into Raffles Place; Ocean Towers customer service officers!
I deeply missed Zanna, Shasha & Fatin thy most <3

2008-01-20T02:16:00.004+08:00

Randomiized, Truly.

Current Mood: Pressurized

This entry will be too random, totally random.
It shall be categorized by pro - paragraph.
And I apologize if any randomness do irritate you, fucthead.

At this very hour, it is like 2:18 am ; 19th January.
With current activity of listening to super - cool baby Travis.
Jyeah, with Jurah messenging me online which I ignored -.-/
Apologies.

Shits happening to me and my life seems to be in a mono - tone.
I just don`t dare to cry because I`m strong enough and I knew it.
My pride just wouldn`t let me do anything a loser would do.
I have been circulated, jyeah circulated and I meant it fuct.
No one pays absolute attention to me neither him or whooever he/she is.
Can I pollute myself with bleach ?

I`m totally lost, feeling thy anxiety in me; floating on mid - airs.
No one knows what I`m thinking for now; not even me, honestly baby.
How I wish I could be partying every now and then, without missing a second. You`re sucking out thy patience in me, in every call you made.
Listening to "Pogo" by Digitalism made me feel wonderful with "Battery Road". Oh well.
Moove on like how you told me to take things easy and gracefully :)
And farewell to those moments we made through - out our journey in Chinatown which we ended up at Battery Road and Chulia Street J:
Hope to bump into you ( you should know who you are ).

Arguements and political issues are too hectic which I tend to ignore though they brought me in thy picture too :)
Well "boy", you`re juszta piece of fucting shit aiite ?
Is there a need for you to actually travel thy extra mile to get a so - called "good" name ?
Oppps, correction. "Good" name in terms of dirty underhand ways ey ?
We`re of thy same religion and race but yet, you`re juszt too greedy then a Piggy to have wanting get an effing outstanding impression of thy managers.
You looked desperate and hunger of publicity, boy
By chance if I were to stumbled into you, I would have given you a wonderful side - kick and boy, I`ll be waiting for it :)

I guess my holy mentality of being struck down by period is bugging me to be mean. But I just love this someone, ( jyeah, it`s you if you think it`s you )
And I`m yawning away *in need of someone, honestly.
No one bothers but I know that my usuals bothers because they are thy best <3

I love them way too much; may we last babes :D

2008-01-17T05:00:00.000+08:00

Party For 19th Birthday

16th Jan marks everything, I`m still strong; be it the good or bad :)

Uber close - out on my 19th birthday, shuckzxx.
No choice but to go ahead with work with heroines who were in the same shift. Minus the tiring moments with the black face we had due to stress and pressure.
Well, sounded like an excuse but assalamualaikum, penat to the maxii babe -.-"

After work, my heroines followed me back home just to get my I/C since we were heading for St.James @ PowerHouse :D
I`m so sorry sweethearts to actually troubled you girls to accompany me back home -.-/

Overall, St.James @ PowerHouse is much more better then MOS; honestly ey.
And I love you girls so much !

2008-01-10T01:34:00.000+08:00

Smokey Feeling.

Just Impolite
Stay here, touching you.
The light in your eyes is coming back.
I`m just being impolite, that`s all.
Hopes on you were all gone, just like that ( being impolite ).

Keep it mooving, gorgeous headd.
I hate to see tears welling down again as a reflectionist.
I`m neither afraid nor scared but it`s just that I`m sad, terribly.
History is us but reality is awesome then history.
Can`t you get my point, fuct ?
Phone - calls and texts have been ignored by you and the reason for it is ?
Oh jyeah, you told me it`s all nothing. Aiite, nothing as in your feelings ey ?
Then can you kindly tell me who will be responsible for my feelings, fuct ?
You simply walked away, without turning back;
oh prolly there is something new.

This is not new but it will be a new beginning for you.
Well, it is like 1.35 am for now and I shall stop thinking about you because you`re worthless. Seriously you are similar like a faggot and sleeping is the best remedy for me.

Blessings.

2008-01-03T21:59:00.000+08:00

That Gorgeous Night

Headed to Ministry Of Sound with those who matters;
Alya, Zilah, Aisyah and Angela :)
It was like right after work around 11.30 pm and jyeah, who cares about the taxi charges and the entrance fees of like $20
( after 10.30 pm includes 2 drinks )

I was feeling estatic that night and jyeah, naughty hah :D
Anyway naughty in sense of the beats of the musiquee, don`t get me wrong.
It was a hell of the night to have party along, on that gorgeous night.

2008-01-02T15:33:00.000+08:00

I Miss Valven Ng, the Tummy!

The moment I went inside the call centre to print needed and urgent documents, when suddenly I saw Valven packing his stuffs and I looked up to khor - khor -.-/
and asked why ?

Khor -khor said Valven is transferred to Ocean Towers, Raffles Place and I broke down.
I texted him "Valven, is this for real or what ?!" and he ignored my text :(
I tried to hold back my tears when Valven walked out from the call centre while pushing his boxes out and he came up and hugged me, oh swell.
And he even said "Don`t worry, I will be back!"

I miss being an idiot for taking pictures with you, Mr Parameswarra.

2007-12-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

It Was Purely Normal, I Guess.

( P:S / we are purely friends, close friends since secondary school )

Jyeah, work ended at 8pm sharp and I had nowhere to go.
Called Habil to catch things up so cheese, headed to Chinatown to meet him.
It was totally random ergh because at that point of time I thought of like snapping pictures here and there just to make myself feel better; okay like what the fuct.

We then decided to go drinking just like any other days.
Happened there`s a coffeeshop so ergh, old school memories flashed in our memories when we started talking, about the good and the bad as well. Hah.
It was hilarious, I swear; and awesome too :D
And how I wished that I could still be schooling just like those early days.

2007-12-16T22:00:00.000+08:00

Weekend, Sunday.

Had a family gathering over at Pasir Pis Park; or picnic I shall say :)
It was like everybody turned up for the fabulous event organized by sister. Jyeah.
In anyway, I do not have the direct or perfect words or even sentences to end my post with but .. I have quality pictures to put up for my gallaria =)

Well, I was the photographer on that day; jerk ! -.-"
I paid $100 to send my powershot to Canon Centre at Keppel Tower just for servicing.

2007-12-12T22:09:00.000+08:00

Freezing Yet COOL !

Thought of going blading after work at East Coast Park with Alya & Zilah but it rained.

I had to think hard about where to head with the girls since they were not keen because of the weather and jyeah, thought hard for sometime and finally I thought of going bowling =)

♥ Love ♥

2007-12-12T20:55:00.000+08:00

What`s My Decision?

Things seems not to be going on my way when there are others who forced things to go on their own way, and what will you call this ?

Paranoia ?

Grrrrr. Forget it -.-"

Tendered my resignation letter to the Operation Managers earlier but sadly, they rejected my resignation. My little heart sank when they wanted me to think again.

Honestly, I`m following my emotions but to think back again, I`m doing this for my own good =)

Well, shall see what will my decision be after the appraisal tomorrow!